Lyrics
2002 - Insight
Give In
2004 - Outlines compilation
Dirty Thirst v2.0
2004 - [sic]
Liquid Hate
21
Like A God
Bad Orb
Darkness
Sadistic
Phosphur Sky
Can Anybody Hear Me?
Losing Control
Divide By Zero
It’s not me you love.
You hate me.
You sedate me.
Give in to me.
It’s not me you want.
You take me.
Go on, break me.
Give in to me.
You’re just a slave.
Don’t misbehave.
Submit to me and you will see.
Love’s just a game of guilt and shame.
Be cynical.
Get physical.
It’s not me you want to suffer.
There’s no other.
Give in to me.
It’s not me you put to shame.
It’s all a game to you.
Give in to me.
Tell me your dreams and I will tell you mine.
Show me your desires and I will show you the sublime.
But dig too deeply and you’ll find a part of me that’s twisted.
Dry dusty earth stained tears.
Blood echoes frozen taste.
Salt sulphur broken soil.
Silk sorrow melting waste.
This distorted spine is growing next to mine.
It’s defacing me.
It’s debasing me with a dirty thirst.
I’m staring at your body and I see a feast.
Look deep into my eyes.
I’m sure you’ll see the beast.
This is not a gift.
It’s a fucking disease.
Ache sweating acid lies.
Moist throbbing nitrate lips.
Faint tripping feline eyes.
Face dirty smile eclipse.
This corroded mind, becoming part of mine.
It’s eluding me.
it’s deluding me with a dirty thirst.
Myopic blood filled eyes.
You realise your selfish insignificance.
Expand you hate filled mind.
You’re flying blind.
You’ll never find omnipotence.
So many torn apart by lies, deceit and social torture.
So fucking numb the hate runs out of it like tainted water.
The fire burns in weakened minds.
The pain is unending, we suffer.
I’m not going to go down for him.
Don’t want to be a slave to him.
This new world we live in is fuelled by liquid hate.
Lick your lips, taste the greed.
Your hunger breeds a race of fiscal gluttony.
We are kept occupied with entertaining mind control philosophy.
Erase the innocent, replace with arrogant consumers.
Insert a sugar pill, corrupt the will; the perfect tumour.
The fever is rising again.
I can’t take my eyes off the pain.
Wasted years, faint scars.
Fading lines, spoiled taste.
Bitter rain, open eyes.
Hollow pain, we erode and disintegrate.
It used to feel like the oceans were moved by my tears.
I try to feel but my heart closes over.
“Eternity is too short to get the most out of me”
So I hear you say implicitly.
Jagged wounds, tired smiles.
Empty minds, no tears.
Broken time, unwind.
Dead inside, we decay and disintegrate.
So tired of pain, tired of sound, tired of everything I am.
Sick of me, sick of this, sick of being incomplete.
Find a time, find a place, find a way to reminisce.
Take a chance, take a trip, taken everything you need.
Consummated liars hiding faces in the rain.
Moving like a martyr, so oblivious to pain.
Give a little blood to make amends for your desire.
Thought you were in heaven but you’re writhing in the fire.
Comatose, bathing in light.
Your eyelids shatter, dreaming over.
Resonant, staccato, ragged breathing, moving, melting, shaking.
And I feel like I’ve just awakened.
I scream into the mirror and I feel just like a god.
Castigated sinners sensing flesh without confession.
Holding onto shadows intimate without obsession.
Realise we synchronise ourselves without respite.
Imitating angels, purity transcending sight.
This is pure.
I will not repent.
This is clean.
I will not repent.
Falling into someone else’s twisted dream.
Drifting toward nothing in a silent stream.
Thinking nothing’s ever going to be the same.
Knowing nothing’s made to last inside this game.
That’s why I’m screaming.
Heaven is dead.
I’m left with nothing.
Heaven is dead.
Sinking into nightmares held by caustic hands.
Dying in a chasm ruled by gaping jaws.
No, don’t give in, don’t give up.
Don’t let them take it away from you.
Will you tell me when it’s over?
Why does it feel like I’m going under and the world is on fire.
Why do you just keep pulling me under.
Just tell me when it’s over.
The orb is spinning faster and I want to fall off.
The rain is getting hotter and I’m going to get burned.
Open up your eyes and look into my mind.
You’ll see me burning.
All the time I took to find you melts away to feed a yearning.
All I see is darkness here.
I can’t believe you want to me crippled here the way I am.
Trapped inside a devil turning.
Breathe a promise sweetly in my ear and tell me you’ll release me.
All the chaos you deny me, secretly you want to please me.
All around a darkness tears a smile inside your dark approval.
Echoing inside an apparition of the mind you’re freeing.
Itching like a martyr buried underneath psychosis.
You control me, you adore me, maybe even feel a yearning for..
..the underlying taste of all the people I have laid inside.
I can’t deny I’ve had the thought, I am the child that god forgot.
Can you feel me getting closer?
Don’t you need me in a coma?
I am trauma for your aura.
You desire.
I require.
Feel me probing deep into your fire.
I forget all the useless denial to remember the pain that I need.
I regret the distasteful illusions.
So why should I bleed?
For the love that you gave me,
Is stained by the pity of wanting to see you,
To touch you, to be you.
The daggers of secrecy tear us to pieces,
Reminding us we should forget all our differences now.
Open up your heart and take a look inside.
I’m sure that you’ll remember to dismember all the love,
For me you set aside.
And all I ask is that you take me once again to dull the pressure.
Take elation from sensation, waiting is a lethal measure.
Can you feel me getting closer?
Don’t you need me in a coma?
I am trauma for your aura.
You desire.
I require.
Feel me burning deep I am your fire.
I forget all the useless denial to remember the paint hat I need.
I regret the distasteful illusions.
So why should I bleed?
For the love that you gave me,
Is stained by the pity of wanting to see you,
To touch you, to be you.
The ashes of secrecy scattered to pieces,
Reminding us we should forget all our differences now.
I didn’t know you could be so sadistic.
I didn’t know you could be so cruel.
I didn’t think you’d give in to your instinct.
I didn’t think you’d admit to the truth.
Used up in a precious sensation.
Acid emotion, bitter elation.
You’re messed up on a permanent basis.
Everything’s tasteless, wasted and faceless.
I never knew you were so complicated.
I never knew you were made out of steel.
I should have seen how you’d change situations.
I should have stopped when the game got too real.
Burned up in a useless obsession.
Little Miss Love Slave: Human Possession.
Dried up in a world of distraction.
Trying so hard to achieve satisfaction.
You try so hard to make believe.
You cry so hard but there’s not grief.
You lie so much, I cannot tell.
You will not die, there is no hell.
High resolution lies fed into multi-facet eyes.
Show us stimulation, filter out the information.
Our collective formed of mute voyeurs.
Indoctrinated, fascinated.
Fill our heads control our minds with visions to facilitate us.
Everything we fought for; painted black to stop us dreaming.
All the things we dies for, taken back to stop us needing.
Can’t we see that nothing’s right?
Can’t we see beyond our sight?
Can’t we see our fear controls us?
Can’t we see that we’re not free?
This pain.
We’ve earned.
We’ve suffered.
Burned.
Like slaves we die.
Scorched beneath a phosphor sky.
Assist our apathy, contribute to the travesty.
Open up the channels to us poor, deluded mammals.
We expect so much that never comes.
Interrogated, tessellated.
Digitised messiahs rise to sell us heaven at a price.
Help me.
What have I done?
Help me.
I’ve ended everyone.
Help me.
I don’t know what to do.
Help me.
All I need is you.
I know you’re there for me.
Listen.
Is there anybody out there?
Can anybody hear me?
I need to hear the answers.
I need to know the truth.
I need to know what’s going on.
Can anybody hear me?
Help me.
What have I become?
Help me.
An outcast with a gun.
Help me.
You want everyone, all I need is one.
Help me.
Just tell me who to be.
Wasted senses drowning under false pretences.
Need it, steal it. Why bother to reveal it?
Your eyes divide the light like sharpened metal.
Reflecting in the night, a shattered petal.
Hiding pleasure, waking up will never measure.
Find it, hide it. Try too hard to live inside it.
You tear apart my mind, my damaged feathers.
Have I always been this blind?
Was I always tethered?
Tell me why is this happening to me?
You cannot imagine the feeling, I’m losing control.
Tell me how much longer do I have to wait for you?
I’m not even sure you exist, I’m not sure that I want you to.
Nothing matters when the comfort bubble shatters.
Hate it, taste it. Think that we won’t ever make it.
You breathe it in so smooth; narcotic feeling.
You effortlessly soothe corrosive dreaming.
Aching to fall asleep indefinitely immersing every part of me in dreams.
The eyes can’t bear to see it.
Senses fear to feel it.
Twisting to touch with a burning electric need.
Addicted. Lust afflicted.
Flickering, erratic.
Sycophantic, symptomatic.
Decadent sleaze, we’re the beauty disease.
Faith rejected, soul infected, innocent, but so neglected.
Chasing infinity.
You sympathise, but not with me.
Such pure futility.
Divide by zero and you will see.
Opiate aroma.
Misanthropic comfort coma.
Melting away, slipping through my fingers, 'that' way.
Empty pleasure, beyond measure.
Calculated passion.
Synaesthesia compassion.
Senseless in chaos, the flesh catches fire.
Mind converted, soul perverted, sensual but introverted.
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